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Post by bumpsandbruises on Jul 31, 2007 22:04:49 GMT -5
"Hmm. Okay, I have an idea." he said smiling. He gave her a kiss and then pulled her with him. He was gonna take her to a picnic on the beach. But first he had to get the stuff. He wished he could have planned it better, but one day he promised he would. Caytlinn walked to his black scion that was in the praking lot and opened Lili's door for her. He got in the car and cranked it up. The Almost was playing full blast, he turned is down a little and rolled down the windows and the sun roof. He still couldn't believe that he was dating such an amazing girl. The thought of what Kaysun would kind of occured to him. Lili and her were best friends. But then again there was that one time where he said that they should date. Reather Lili then Faith.
He couldn't wait to tell his sister what happened. They pulled into the parking lot of a Publix and ran inside. "So what sounds good to you?" he asked grabbing her and and pulling her towards him for a kiss.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Jul 31, 2007 22:22:15 GMT -5
She wondered exactly what this idea was going to involve, but so far, he'd been such a gentleman that it could only end up being something sweet. Lili had always wished for a sweet, romantic boy, and she'd found him. She'd known him for almost a year, but she had never expected that he would be hers. Or that she would be his. She smiled at him as he opened to door for her. She climbed in easily, grateful that he didn't own a big truck. She could never get into those. She grinned again widely at the music that was playing. She softly sang along as her hair blew in the wind while Caytlinn drove to Publix.
She wondered what Kaysun would say about this. She'd been hinting that they should get together, but would she approve now that they actually were? She cared what her best friend though, but if she didn't approve, Lili wasn't going to let go of Caytlinn. No way.
As they quickly ran inside, Lili pondered what he could be buying. She was looking around when Caytlinn kissed her once more. She giggled softly, holding his hand tightly in hers. "Well, your lips are pretty tasty, but I don't think that's what you meant," she teased as she gave him a grin.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Jul 31, 2007 22:47:06 GMT -5
He grinned back at her. "Saying stuff like that is gonna get you in trouble." But right after he said that he regretted it. Caytlinn was so used to being sexual with girls. Don't get me wrong he was very sweet and romantic but it just kinda came out. He kind of forgot that she was only fifteen after all. After the remark he made he looked into the freezer. He was nervous to make eye contact so he looked for some boca burgers. "Veggie patties ok with you?" he asked still not looking at her. He grabbed them then walked over to the ice cream and picked up neopolitan. You can't go wrong with that. From the ice cream section to the register to the car he made no eye contact. He didn't really now what to do.
"Look i'm sorry about what I said. I promise i'm not dating you to have sex. I really like, almost to go as far and admit that I love you." he blurted out when he got into the car. He got silent, not sure as of to what she was gonna say. They kind of just sat there in silence.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Jul 31, 2007 23:02:16 GMT -5
She looked at him oddly after he'd said it. She wasn't entirely sure what he'd meant by it, but the way that he's suddenly got quiet and wouldn't look at her made Lili realize that he'd meant it in a sexual way, though without meaning to. If he'd meant to, he'd still be looking at her. She bit her lip and looked down. Anything sexual had scared her for the past two years, due to the fact that her innocence was lost unwillingly. But, she knew it had to be somewhat hard for him. What, with him being 17 and knowing more about the world than she did at 15.
She nodded silently, though being thankful that he'd chosen Veggie burgers. She was too nervous to talk to tell remind him that she was a vegetarian, so she was very glad that he'd remembered. But, of course, he was one as well. So, that worked out. She had to give a little smile when he'd picked out the ice cream, but it soon disappeared when he continued to avoid her eyes. They silently made their way back to the car and had been sitting in it for a moment when Caytlinn had another of his sudden bursts of words. Lili stared at the dashboard, thinking for a second before looking at him. "I believe you," she told him softly. "And," she added, before taking a deep breath,"I love you too." She'd gotten it out there. He knew. And she knew that he loved her. And, she knew he would work on the sexual stuff around her.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 1, 2007 8:13:25 GMT -5
Hearing these words sent chills down his spine. It was the first time he actually heard them and it be true. He felt like such an idiot, but she seemed to not care. That made him feel better. He would just have to be careful with how he acted toward somethings. This wasn't some attractive whore on drugs. Not on of his best friend's girlfriend that wanted to cheat and have a good time. Caytlinn wanted to push past behind him when he got to the Crew's house and he had done a good job, up until now. He leaned over and gave her a kiss before starting up the car. Even when he went in to kiss her he got that awesome soaring feeling. He messed with his lip ring after wards, out of nowhere really, and began pulling out of the parking lot. "I hope it's ok that I got neopolitan. I didn't really know what kind of ice cream you liked so I picked all three." he gave a nervous laugh. He still felt some tension from the words he spoke in the grocery store. She said she had forgiven him but he saw the look of discomfort on her face when he said them.
"I thought a picnic on the beach would be fun. But the realization of having to use a grill for the burgers hit me." he gave a light laugh. He still couldn't get rid of the tension. He thought of mentioning going back to his place then thought he could just save the burgers for another time and eat the ice cream instead, which seemed like a pretty good idea. Caytlinn pulled of onto and exit that lead to a beach he and family went to all the time. When this thought hit him the rush of knowing his sister would be apart of his little family made him happy again, making him forget his little blunder. He thought he would call his sister to see what she was doing and when she would be over. He pulled out his cell phone and called hers. It sounded like she had picked up and yelled something, then the call was dropped. He tried calling her again an got the voice mail. The thought that hit him was that she was doing something she shouldn't be and worry crossed his face. He tried to cover it, he was unsuccessful at this. He was gonna kill her later that night. He had explained to her that he didn't do that anymore and thought the same for her, but clearly he as wrong.
He parked the car in one of the many vacant spots. That was what he loved about this beach, not many people went to it. Nothing was wrong with it, it was beautiful, you just had to have a pass on your car to get to it. He got out of the car and went around to open Lili's door before getting the ice cream out of the back. He gave her a light hug then grabbed the ice cream. The wind was brisk and felt very good compared to the hotness of the day. He hoped to be able to make more memories here with her. Caytlinn lead her over to a lifeguards chair and helped her up into it. He thought that would be more fun. The fact that they had no spoons hit him. He told her to hold on and walked to one of the few restaurants that was along the stretch of beach and returned with one spoon, hoping that as ok. He climbed up into the chair and put an arm around her and smiled. Despite his small blunder he still felt like the luckiest guy in the world and was glad she was there with him.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Aug 1, 2007 8:56:55 GMT -5
Lili watched, him, kept her eyes on him at all times. She knew he was still mulling over his stupid mistake earlier, but he needed to stop worrying about it. She'd said she believed him, didn't she? Though, she could still understand the nervousness and tension after it. It would probably be a little while before he really got over it. And, it would probably take a while for her too, even if she didn't admit it. There must have been more about his past that was taunting him when he'd said it, or he wouldn't be taking it that harshly. Maybe that, and he really was very scared about what he said around her. Lili smiled gently, but not fully when he gave her the kiss before pulling out of the lot. All she really wanted was to reach over and take his hand, but that was kind of impossible with the fact that his hands were on the steering wheel. "Neapolitan's great," she nodded, reassuringly, although he couldn't' see it that well.
She grinned truly at this. She hadn't thought of it either until he'd mentioned it. She'd been too busy thinking about what he'd said while they were in the store. But, now she found it quite humorous. "Frozen veggie burgers aren't very good if their still frozen," she gave a joking shrug. "I know from experience." Her grandfather had once gotten her some because all she'd been eating at dinner was salad. She'd asked if they were cooked and he absentmindedly said that they were. They were mushy, so she cut a bite, but it had been quite disgusting. She laughed a little at the memory. Lili looked over at him as he pulled out his cell phone, recognizing Kaysun's number that he put in. The look on his face after he called her twice wasn't a very good look. Now she was worrying about her friend. Was their something she wasn't telling her? She shrugged it off for the time being, but didn't let it completely leave her mind.
As he parked at the beach, she sighed with happiness. She could see the ocean already, and she loved that there was hardly anyone there. People just thought that going to the beach in Canada was a stupid idea, but the beaches were spectacularly. the views even better. She grinned excitedly as he led her to the Lifeguard's chair, ice cream in his hand. There was obviously no lifeguard, so she did her best to get up into it, her small legs having a slightly difficult time. But, with Caytlinn's help, she was able to hoister herself up. She watched his red hair fade away until he was over by the restaurants. She couldn't see the name of the one he went into, but that didn't matter. She found it funny that he'd forgotten spoons as well, but she hadn't remembered them either. She swing her legs off the edge of the large chair as the breeze blew her hair around. She sat there thinking for a couple minutes, before she noticed Caytlinn climbing back up into the chair. He had one spoon and she grinned, nodding. As he wrapped his arm around her, she snuggled into his embrace. She smiled as well, before turning to whisper in his ear,"I want ice cream." She gave him her irresistible little kid voice, batting her eyelashes at him. This was all in good fun, of course.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 1, 2007 19:42:56 GMT -5
Caytlinn couldn't resist her cute little voice. He got out a scoop of ice cream and acted like he was gonna feed her. As soon as she opened her mouth he ate it, then gave her a kiss as of to make up for it. "Ok fine you can have some." he laughed replying to the annoyed look on her face. "Your so cute when your mad." he smiled and gave her the spoon.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Aug 1, 2007 20:13:04 GMT -5
She expectantly waited for the ice cream, but instead he angled the spoon and it went into his own mouth. She pouted before narrowing her eyes and giving him an annoyed look. She wasn't really angry, but she wanted her ice cream. Well, it was their ice cream, but she wanted a bite of it. She made a huffing noise before taking the spoon from him. She had to try hard to hold back her giggle, because she really wasn't annoyed at all. OK, well, maybe a little. She dug the spoon into the ice cream before putting a large blob of chocolate into her mouth. She melted it with her tongue before swallowing it and looking at Caytlinn. She smiled, and made and 'ahh' noise. "Yummy," she said happily, giving him the spoon again. Lili licked her lips before staring out at the ocean, snuggling even closer into Caytlinn. She decided that she should ask him something that had been nagging at her since the car earlier. Still looking toward the ocean, she sighed and said,"So, what was with Kaysun on the phone, earlier?" She was worried about her friend, and she knew that sometimes Kaysun kept things from her.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 1, 2007 20:35:00 GMT -5
Caytlinn loved that she was snuggling up to him. He took a bite of ice cream then offered her a bite. Caytlinn cringed a bit when she asked him about Kaysun. "Well ummm." he wasn't sure how to put this without making his sister sound like a horrible person. "Kaysun answered the phone the first time, told me I should die and then hung up." He knew that she hadn't meant it, it was the drugs. He really hated that she was getting back into them. "She didn't mean it though. She is probably stoned. That happened before, but last time we got into a fist fight. I told her to quit, but she really won't listen." He sighed and looked out over the horizon. Kaysun was a good person, she just had such a messed up life. He wanted to help her so bad, but she wouldn't let him.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Aug 1, 2007 21:02:04 GMT -5
Lili nearly took the bite before she saw Caytlinn's face when she asked about Kaysun. He'd cringed, so it obviously couldn't be good. She pushed his hand that held ice cream in it down as she looked at him, waiting for his reply. As he told her about Kaysun, her face rid any trace of real happiness. She had no idea about Kaysun getting stoned. She didn't even know she did drugs. She could see that it was hard for Caytlinn to really talk about it, and she could see in his face how much he really did want to help her. Lili didn't quite know the extent of what drugs did to people, because she'd never personally seen it. But she knew nothing good came from it. Lili reached for his hand and squeezed it quickly. "She'll be alright. It'll be alright," she tried to sound reassuring, but she didn't know if she was doing such a great job. She was as worried about Kaysun as he was.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 1, 2007 21:09:41 GMT -5
He just stared at her. He knew she really was sorry. "Think you can talk to her, maybe reason with her?" he knew that she wouldn't listen to him. but he might listen to her. "Just make sure she is completely sober and good. I wouldn't want something to happen to either of you. She is a very tuff fighter." he said a little rigidly. Caytlinn wanted what was best for his sister but wasn't sure of what else he could do. He sent her to all the people he got help from and even offered for her to live with him, but clearly she couldn't take that stress. He sighed and laid his head on top of Lili's. "I love you." he whispered and kissed the top of her head.
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Aug 1, 2007 21:34:41 GMT -5
Lili smiled at him softly an nodded. "Of course I'll talk to her. You're her brother, but she might listen more to someone her age talks to her, even if they aren't related," she shrugged. It made at least a little bit on sense in her mind, and hopefully it would actually be true. Maybe it would work. And if not, well, she didn't really want to know the consequences. Kaysun was a small girl, just like Lili, but she was a whole lot tougher. Lili could barely ever defend herself. Maybe if she'd been able to two years ago... but never mind about that now. She didn't want to think about it. "Yeah, I know she is," Lili added, giving a tiny smirk. She'd seen some results of what she'd done to guys who gave her crap. It wasn't pretty. Lili just wondered if she would be able to talk to her. She wanted to be able to, but she was kind of nervous.
Another chill was sent up her spine every time he said those three words to her. She loved how it made her feel, like she could conquer anything, even if that was really corny. She closer her eyes into his embrace and sighed softly. "You don't know how much it means for me to hear you say that," she told him softly, reopening her eyes. He was just so damn wonderful. "How did I get so lucky?" She leaned more into his embrace, lacing her fingers tighter with his. She was thinking about everything that had already happened that day, how she'd finally gotten the boy she wanted, but thought she could never have. She was also thinking about something else, something she needed to ask him. "Caytlinn? You don't mind that we're... that you're two years older than me, right? You won't change around your friends, will you?" These were all things she desperately hoped wouldn't happen. [/b][/size][/blockquote]
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 9, 2007 14:06:43 GMT -5
Caytlinn smiled as she laced his fingers with hers. He felt so happy right now. "I ask myself that same question. How can such an amazing, beautiful girl such as yourself want to be with me." he smirked. He was being serious, he felt so messed up from his past. But then again she didn't know much about it. She probably wouldn't like him if she did, so he wasn't planning on bringing it up. "No. I wouldn't. I don't care that you are younger, I love you. That is all that matters!"
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Post by William&Lili&Ryan™ on Aug 9, 2007 15:10:26 GMT -5
Lili blushed and giggled softly. She, at that point, couldn't see anything that he'd done wrong, or any reason he didn't deserve her. But, there must have been something from his past that made him feel unworthy. But now, he had changed from whoever he had been to what seemed like an entirely new person. A person that Lili loved being around. And the fact that he promised that he wouldn't change, and that he didn't care what people said due to their age difference, well that just made it even more amazing to be with him. Lili turned to kiss his cheek before gently poking his lip piercing. "And, I love your lip ring," she said with a large smile. That was probably one of the hundreds of things that made him so attractive to her, but she really did find that piercing amazingly beautiful.
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Post by bumpsandbruises on Aug 9, 2007 15:54:31 GMT -5
Caitlynn smiled after her lips touched his cheek. "That is the only reason isn't it?" he said jokingly. He knew it wasn't. Although that was why most girls dated him. For that, his nose ring, or the fact that he came from a wealthy family. He did treat his girlfriends well. But they would leave him when someone better came along. "Well at least that how alot of my ex's were. But I know your different." And he kissed her playfully.
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